Journal 80 and 2: on the nature of my absence.
I've been absent from deviantart for a bit, as I tend to do. For anybody who actually cares why I might have taken part, or why my profile seems in such disrepair, here is a brief summary.
My membership expired and I was left without funds to renew, being a student trying to live with 150$ or less for food per month on top of an interesting collection of red ink. The resultant inability to customize my profile left me with a fair bit of distaste, as many may know that my more recent contributions to the community have been features, augmented by snippets of my poetry or philosophy, so that they are put in a different context. It's an exploratory feature which I can no longer do without a subscription. And, so, I remain without considerable contribution of late.
My further inactivity is due to a few projects I am endeavouring in. These include a novella which I intend to self-publish this summer, another book which I intend to finish by mid winter, a couple essays on functional minimalism in aesthetics, an exploratory essay on relationships, a project on combining language and music into a bidirectional language-to-music process, and of course, my continuing university studies.
I think I'm finally catching light of a pursuit for something I can love, and where there is passion there is art. So, don't give up on me yet:
Everything is subject to change, but change is not one of these things; and so I am constantly in a state of change, because it is the only changeless thing I know. Join me.
S,
Charles